Dread

[hells_half_acre]

So, I was going to do another rewatch tonight, but instead I spent the night getting pissed off at my contracting company and trying to decide what I'm going to do about the future.

Right now, I really want to quit this job at the end of March 2013 (when my current contract is finished.) The only problem with that is that last time I tried to get a different job, I was unsuccessful... and I can't afford to be unemployed again...especially not in Vancouver.

I've been offered a job in China, but I'm not going to take it for financial reasons and because I don't want to live in China. (You can't access LJ from there.) 

There's a possibility my oldest sister could get me a job in Toronto - which would mean moving back east.

I don't know. I can't decide where I want to be or what I want to do. 

I have tickets to VanCon2013 and the first draft of a novel that I hate more with each passing day.... for whatever those are worth.

Anyway...yeah, I'll resume rewatches tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be in a better mood.

ETA: I meant to flock this, but then I forgot, and now I might as well just leave it.

Comments

[hells-half-acre.livejournal.com]

Oh, okay, well... weird, when I was there in 2009, I couldn't. But I guess things change! It doesn't really matter anyway, my friend there works through proxies and can access anything he wants now. Same way I can watch stuff on the BBC even though I'm in Canada. Yay technology!

[traveling-storm.livejournal.com]

Fair enough. :) Everyone here has a proxy here too anyway, so the sitch is moot. ;) Good luck with your decision-making!