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hells_half_acreSo, I was going to do another rewatch tonight, but instead I spent the night getting pissed off at my contracting company and trying to decide what I'm going to do about the future.
Right now, I really want to quit this job at the end of March 2013 (when my current contract is finished.) The only problem with that is that last time I tried to get a different job, I was unsuccessful... and I can't afford to be unemployed again...especially not in Vancouver.
I've been offered a job in China, but I'm not going to take it for financial reasons and because I don't want to live in China. (You can't access LJ from there.)
There's a possibility my oldest sister could get me a job in Toronto - which would mean moving back east.
I don't know. I can't decide where I want to be or what I want to do.
I have tickets to VanCon2013 and the first draft of a novel that I hate more with each passing day.... for whatever those are worth.
Anyway...yeah, I'll resume rewatches tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be in a better mood.
ETA: I meant to flock this, but then I forgot, and now I might as well just leave it.
Right now, I really want to quit this job at the end of March 2013 (when my current contract is finished.) The only problem with that is that last time I tried to get a different job, I was unsuccessful... and I can't afford to be unemployed again...especially not in Vancouver.
I've been offered a job in China, but I'm not going to take it for financial reasons and because I don't want to live in China. (You can't access LJ from there.)
There's a possibility my oldest sister could get me a job in Toronto - which would mean moving back east.
I don't know. I can't decide where I want to be or what I want to do.
I have tickets to VanCon2013 and the first draft of a novel that I hate more with each passing day.... for whatever those are worth.
Anyway...yeah, I'll resume rewatches tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be in a better mood.
ETA: I meant to flock this, but then I forgot, and now I might as well just leave it.
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Date: 2012-10-27 04:08 am (UTC)Secondly, don't write off (ha, pun) your novel! I apologize for not getting back to you faster, but there are definitely good things in it and I want to give it the attention it deserves when I review it.
Third, the job situation is incredibly tough...but I've seen enough of you to know you think 'outside the box'...and I've lived enough to know that sometimes a person stumbles onto what they should be doing while looking for something else. Don't get trapped, even if money is a scary thing.
I still think Supernatural needs you as official documentor :)
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Date: 2012-10-27 04:21 am (UTC)I haven't written off the novel yet...I'm just... a little frustrated, and we're all our own worst critics. I think it started strong but then got progressively weaker. I just need to figure out where and how it went wrong. I don't want to give up on it yet, because I love my characters and I want them to live outside my own brain.
Thanks for the support about my stupid job too. I think I just have to hold out and keep looking for something else over the next few months. It's just...daunting, and discouraging.
Haha, I'd love to be the official documentor on Supernatural. Lord knows they need one sometimes. ;)