June Ficlet: You Only Know What I Want You To (Captain America, MCU) Steve/Bucky (G)

Oh man, so after getting only four hours of sleep last night, I rolled the dice before writing group this morning...

The dice once again chose daily-prompt. I cringed, because I knew that I had no ideas for the next prompt (working backwards from the last post) on that site. So, I went to writing group and worked on my latest attempt at a novel instead... and man, Wednesdays are going to be horrible for getting daily fics done. I can already tell. I'm so exhausted... mind you, it's my own damn fault for staying up too late. I should stop doing that.

Blah blah blah... long story short, at the end of the day I checked daily-prompt again and they actually had a new prompt! So, I wrote to that one instead.

Another Captain America fic (sorry to the most of you, who aren't in that fandom and couldn't care less)...

Prompt:
You only know what I want you to
I know everything you don't want me to
Oh your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine
You think your dreams are the same as mine
Oh I don't love you but I always will
Oh I don't love you but I always will
Oh I don't love you but I always will
I always will
-Poison & Wine; The Civil Wars

You Only Know What I Want You To
Words: 532

( Bucky doesn’t tell Steve that he’s noticed the way Steve’s looks at him. )

End.

Kind of a bit of a darker piece again. I keep hoping the dice will roll me a comedy, but alas! If I were actually playing D&D with them right now, I'd be losing a fight.

If you wanted, you could believe this is the same universe as my previous Captain America fic. Fun! Maybe that should be something I try to do during this month... make my drabbles be in the same 'verse. We'll see.

May have had a eureka moment about demented'verse...

So, today, in the middle of writing that Captain America ficlet, I suddenly realized the potential of going AU for SPN S9 in the demented'verse... and I actually thought of a possible plot point for my next story that would actually GIVE ME A PLOT. More than that, it'd give me a plot with the characters that I want, the characters that I want to be in the opening "meet-cute" that I thought up years ago.

And MAN, I'm excited. I still have to hash out a LOT to see if it could work... but I think it could work!

The only problem is that it's stupid amounts of ambitious, which inevitably might mean another novel length story... and yikes, that seems a daunting undertaking to me now, because my writing habits have gotten so bad.

On the other hand, there's nothing quit like getting writing habits in gear than writing multiple novel-length stories at one time. :P

Basically, this just me saying that I'm pretty amazed at the fact that in my exhausted state, while writing in a completely different fandom (and also heating up leftover curry for dinner), I could suddenly think of a solution to a problem that was completely unrelated to anything I was doing at the time... and not even something that I had been thinking all that hard about (or didn't think I was anyway.)

But hey, maybe I only think it's a good idea because I'm tired and a lot of things sound like a good idea what you're tired.

But still... yay! Possible excitement!