I know how you feel and I totally empathize. My last full-time job I hated it so much, it was painful. I was miserable, I hated going to work, I literally hated my days. I started looking for something else but just couldn't find anything. And then I was layed off, so that solved my desire to leave the company. Since then I had some temp jobs and now I work part-time somewhere that I enjoy, but I don't get enough hours, but it's all I have been able to find, especially with the economy the way that it is and the job market being so sucky.
Anyway, I don't know if you have gotten to that point of literally dreading going to work, but if you have, that is no way to live. To me, it is just not worth it to be so miserable at work that you have a sense of dread in your stomach every morning. And literally get sick every Sunday night. I hope you are able to figure out what you want/need/should do. You gotta do what is right for you.
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Date: 2012-10-26 05:07 am (UTC)Anyway, I don't know if you have gotten to that point of literally dreading going to work, but if you have, that is no way to live. To me, it is just not worth it to be so miserable at work that you have a sense of dread in your stomach every morning. And literally get sick every Sunday night. I hope you are able to figure out what you want/need/should do. You gotta do what is right for you.