Dread

[hells_half_acre]

So, I was going to do another rewatch tonight, but instead I spent the night getting pissed off at my contracting company and trying to decide what I'm going to do about the future.

Right now, I really want to quit this job at the end of March 2013 (when my current contract is finished.) The only problem with that is that last time I tried to get a different job, I was unsuccessful... and I can't afford to be unemployed again...especially not in Vancouver.

I've been offered a job in China, but I'm not going to take it for financial reasons and because I don't want to live in China. (You can't access LJ from there.) 

There's a possibility my oldest sister could get me a job in Toronto - which would mean moving back east.

I don't know. I can't decide where I want to be or what I want to do. 

I have tickets to VanCon2013 and the first draft of a novel that I hate more with each passing day.... for whatever those are worth.

Anyway...yeah, I'll resume rewatches tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be in a better mood.

ETA: I meant to flock this, but then I forgot, and now I might as well just leave it.

Comments

[hells-half-acre.livejournal.com]

Thanks. :)

I love the food in China. Though, ordering anything with chicken is annoying because they just throw the whole bird in there, so you end up picking your way around feet and beaks. Gross.

Being closer to some of my family members WOULD be a perk of moving to Toronto. Mind you, it would mean I was further away from the sister that I have here. So, maybe I can't win!

But true, I don't have to make this decision now. I just let myself fall into a pit of useless depression. I will watch more SPN tonight and go back to ignoring all my problems. :P

[nanloo.livejournal.com]

Feet and beaks. Yeck

So you get closer to one sister, but farther away from another, damn, maybe the sister near you now, wants to move to Toronto as well? Just a suggestion, LOL.

Take some ice cream with you into the pit of depression. You will feel better. :)

[hells-half-acre.livejournal.com]

Haha, yeah, I can't win. I've got two siblings on the west coast and two siblings in Ontario. And no one is moving anytime soon...except possibly me. I'm the only one whose footloose and fancy free.

I have taken chocolate with me into my pit of depression. It is good company.

[nanloo.livejournal.com]

Wow, ok.

Chocolate is just as good as ice cream.