When they do a second season, a lot of this might get cleared up. It was just something I couldn't quite reconcile- what I understood about Matt's character and motivation, and the way he acted as "the man in the mask". I think they were trying to do a story with him wrestling with the darkness that rules Fisk, but I just really had trouble seeing that particular darkness in him (outside of him trying to beat people to death). I felt kind of like Foggy in that respect! Does not compute! Is it all a lie?