I get that. A lot less people are commenting than they used too. I just now got a chance to read this chapter. Work's been eating me.

I like your head canon. I like to think Cas did lose it helping Sam because he had to be in his head and it was a very bad place. I don't think anything could have come out of there unscathed.

Keep up the good work and remember: if you write it, they will come. And probably forget to comment.