http://ashkiryn.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] ashkiryn.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] hells_half_acre 2013-02-14 10:30 am (UTC)

Fucking hell, this episode murdered my feelings.

Firstly: KEVIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! See, this is why you don't push your BAMF mom away! SO THAT YOU DON'T DO STUPID SHIT, LIKE WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING WITH THOSE PILLS????

Also, Dean hugging Kevin was super fucking adorable, and has been GIFed on Tumblr. ^^

But DEANNNNNNNNNNNN, his room! Nesting! Having such joy in mothering Sam/making food! THE PICTURE OF HIS MOM, OH HELL, THAT DID SHATTER MY HEART INTO A MILLION PIECES, CHRIST. I will NEVER BE OKAY WITH THAT, EVER, GOD. Or with Sam's face when he was looking around Dean's room. Or Dean saying that he missed it.

And I'm extremely tickled that Dean has a Nat King Cole album on his shelf. OH REALLY, DEAN. I SEE YOU THERE. XD (Said album is full of love songs, from the look of them, though I'm interested to investigate further. Uh-huh, Dean. XD XD XD)

BUT ANYWAY, IT WAS SAM AT THE END OF THE EPISODE THAT SENT ME OVER THE EDGE AND MADE ME START CRYING, WHEN HE TOLD DEAN THAT HE'S A GENIUS AND EVERYTHING, AND FUCKING FINALLY, THIS IS EVERYTHING THAT I'VE WANTED FROM LIFE FOR THE WINCHESTERS. Seriously, there are only two other brother moments that sent me over the edge into crying endless buckets of tears, in "Point of No Return" (Sam being the speech deliverer again with his, "Because you're still my big brother") and "Hello, Cruel World" (Dean and Sam in that warehouse in the end, Jesus take the wheel), and now THIS? Sam openly acknowledging Dean's suicidal tendencies, but basically saying SORRY, BUT I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH, PLEASE TRUST ME TO BRING YOU INTO THE LIGHT???

ALL MY CREYS. MY BABY BOYS. LOOK HOW YOU'VE GROWN!!!! ;;;;;;;;;;;

FUCKING HELL YEAH SAM WINCHESTER, IT'S BEEN TOO LONG SINCE I'VE HAD CAUSE TO THROW A CELEBRATION IN YOUR HONOR. BLESS YOU. FUCKING HELL, YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!

Also, Ellie was cool, and Dean in hipster glasses was too adorable for his own good. And I'm also curious as to the wider applications of those glasses. I mean, this knowledge came from the demon tablet---so presumably if it sees hell hounds, it can see demons too? I mean, does it grant you the kind of vision that Dean has when his deal was coming due?

Oh, and damn right Sam took his burger. I'd have yelled at him through the TV if he didn't. You don't just leave out food like that, especially when it's freshly made and looking delicious, come on now. (Also, I want Dean to grill me food. Or cook me anything, really. Life is no fair. *wibbles*)

Sam's glasses were particularly delicious on him, I agree with you there.

Just...this episode knocked the ball clean out of the park. *draws hearts around everything, and blatantly ignores the incoming tragedy that's probably due to hit soon LALALALALALALA CAN'T HEAR YOU OVER MY BROTHERLY LOVE*

Also, I didn't recognize him really either, so, I dunno. *shrugs*

ETA: Yep, those were mostly love songs on that album...all but one. Hmm. ;)

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